I'm Back....and in Love?

I started this blog a year and a half ago with the intention of exercising my writing skills. I think they say that the path to Hell is paved with good intentions or maybe I am mixing two metaphors. In any case, I am back with a renewed resolve to share my experiences, observations, and opinions with anyone on here who gives a shit. I have a question. Do you think is possible for a man to reach the age of 46 without ever truly being in love? The reason I ask is that I am currently having feelings for someone that I dont recall ever having before. I met him about a month ago. I was supposed to have breakfast with a friend and he called to ask if I wouldn't mind if his friend joined us. I said of course he could join us. If you have not caught on yet, "breakfast" is a euphamism for another group activity in which gay men participate. I will not always alert you to these, but I am sure you will be able to identify them for yourself in the future. Or, if all else fails, let your imagination wander. The story will no doubt be more interesting and my life will be so much more fulfilling. Anyway, I was introduced to Josh and for the first time I experienced butterflies in my stomach upon meeting someone new. This is a phenomena that I had heard many a time whilst being bored senseless by a female friend recounting the meeting of she and the poor son of a bitch she was currently dating. However, never had this happened to me so i always thought it ull on embellishment to convince me of the depth of their connection. I was always sure that the male counterpart would have had a completely different account of the event. Suddenly, I was having this reaction and thought it was an oncoming wave of nausea which, I feared would be followed by a wave of vomit. Excusing myself, I slipped into the bathroom to discover that I had a full on, post Viagra erection. What the Hell? (Yo Be Continued)